[YNTTCOY] The past couple of weeks have been beautifully insane. Things like these are what, in a rather twisted way, make me feel alive.
Right now, my body knows it needs to rest before it breaks down but my mind is still a blur, thinking it needs to continue at 10,000 miles a minute. I don’t know if you are familiar with this feeling, but after all these years, I still have to follow written steps to make sure I don’t careen off course.
The first step, is to give myself permission to gear back down for a bit. My mind works in a very bizarre way. It’s like there is a switch that doesn’t exist until I consciously remember that there should be one.
The second is going back to the things that calm me best. So I’m going back to journaling, walking, breathing, sound bowls and all that.
The third is to celebrate and be grateful for the things that have happened, without expectations for the future.
I’m terribly excited for you to see our work on #derek2 ... @weiyufilms has a way with films that’s just incredibly beautiful. The show is due for release in 2020 but until then, I’ll greet you from #128circle :) And hey, if you read all the way down to this line, I want you to know that you’re important to me and that I’m damned glad you’re here with me. Thank you, so so much. 📸: @yvonneheyyo (I MISS YOU) #oyjae