lots going on in this noggin of mine.
confusion, excitement, fear, you name it.
i don’t get this way often but when i do, i feel like i always let the worry, fear, + doubt consume me + control my attitude/actions. it’s felt different this time tho. the waves of those emotions feel so short lived.
i hate/love to admit it but for the first time, turning to God is my initial instinct. it’s never been like that for me as i like to be in “control” + figure things out on my own. this time, i’m 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 just letting go + putting it all in His hands. I have so much confidence + trust in Him that he hears my prayers (for patience, mostly 😅) + knows what’s best for me that i’m at peace. it feels good.
what will be, will be.